MAGOH

So many times in life we get tired of life and in that moment we let what makes life special slip away. Some people get hurt, other wonder where we went and still others pity us. We don't respond to any of that because we really need just a simple friendship love. Something that just takes us through until we can decide and see what is real or not. We don't purposely cause grief by what we do but we as humans use our shields and block those who love us.  When we get to the end of ourselves is often when we find what we are looking for.  God knew it was there the whole time.  He was just waiting for us to lose us and find Him.  I could sound holy here and say what is right just because I could to make myself look good but I have not always sought Him.  I have sought many things just because it seemed so like all I could do was fail him when I try to seek Him.  If we seek Him, He will be found.  He is always waiting to be found.  Many times we seem to have to sort through all the garbage to find the treasures.  Sometimes this garbage is self-inflicted but many times it is not.  Seek for Him as for hidden treasure and great will be your reward.  Don't give up.  Keep searching.  The wise men searched for a long time and found.  Find your treasure, open up your heart and you will be the one to be changed.